MADRID, Spain, October 25, 2026. Psychologists who study narcissistic personality use a specific term for the attention, admiration and emotional energy such people extract from others: supply. The word sounds clinical, almost industrial, as if a person were a fuel depot. Mike Sain't Louis, the Madrid-based lyricist, composer and music producer behind GAYFOLK and Planeta Gayfolk, takes that cold word and turns it into a refusal. «Not Your Supply» is a song about deciding to stop being someone's resource.
Empty and full
The first verse opens with a pattern that many survivors will recognise instantly: «You call when you are empty / You leave when you are full». In two lines, the song captures the cycle of contact and abandonment that defines relationships of this kind. The partner appears when he needs something and disappears when he has taken it.
Then come the familiar accusations used to keep the other person off balance: «You say that I'm too sensitive / You say that I'm the fool». Sensitivity becomes a defect, and the person being exploited is blamed for noticing.
Love as a transaction
The second half of the verse uses the language of money with great precision. The partner's touch is compared to a business deal, and his staying to a loan; the comparisons are blunt. Affection is a transaction, presence is temporary credit. «You take what you can carry / Then you leave it all alone». The image is of someone loading up what they can and walking away from the rest.
These economic metaphors are not decoration. They explain the dynamic better than abstract psychology can: in such relationships, everything is measured, extracted and never repaid.
The refusal
The chorus is the turning point. «I'm not your supply», the narrator declares, and then he lists what else he refuses to be: not a drug, not a feed. «You take what you want, then you run». The word «feed» is particularly vivid, evoking both animal feed and a social media feed, endless content to be consumed. The narrator will no longer be consumed.
A room full of people
The second verse describes the partner's inner emptiness with surprising compassion. «You need a room full of people / To feel that you exist». Someone who requires constant external validation is, in a sense, desperately fragile. The song sees that fragility, but it does not excuse what follows: «You need a body full of patience / To sharpen all your tricks». The patience of the victim becomes the whetstone for manipulation.
Always in flames
The verse ends with a confession of the cost. The partner calls it just attraction, just a game, «But every time you play with hearts / It's always me in flames». The asymmetry is clear. One person plays; the other burns.
English for a universal pattern
Mike Sain't Louis writes most of his songs in Spanish, but he chose English for «Not Your Supply». The choice fits. The vocabulary of narcissistic abuse, including the word «supply», circulates widely in English-language support communities and social media. Writing the song in English places it directly in that conversation and makes it accessible to survivors around the world.
If you recognise the pattern
Being treated as someone's supply can leave you depleted, confused and isolated. If this song describes your experience, consider talking to a professional or a support service. In Spain, the 024 line is free and open every hour of the day; in other countries, crisis lines and domestic abuse organisations, including LGBTQ+ ones, are available. Mike talks openly about his own psychiatric and psychological treatment because it helped him reclaim his energy and his life.
Production
Mike Sain't Louis writes every lyric and directs the production of all his releases. The music and vocal performance are made with AI, which he uses as his production and arranging tool. He calls himself the first AI songwriter, «el primer cantautor IA».
Video and downloads
The official video is on YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OQxyP4G5Td4. «Not Your Supply» and the rest of his songs are free to download, with no account, from his official downloads page and from the Planeta Gayfolk free shop.
- About the song: https://mikesaintlouis.com/blog/not-your-supply
- Lyric: https://gayfolkplanet.com/letras/not-your-supply
- Free downloads: https://mikesaintlouis.com/descargas
- Free shop: https://gayfolkplanet.com/tienda
About Mike Sain't Louis: lyricist, composer and music producer based in Madrid, creator of GAYFOLK and Planeta Gayfolk. He writes all his lyrics; the music and vocal performance are made with AI. Label: MIKE SAIN'T LOUIS. Distribution: Ditto Music. Website: https://mikesaintlouis.com · Press: https://gayfolkplanet.com/prensa He presents himself as the first AI songwriter («el primer cantautor IA»). Listen to and download all his music for free at https://mikesaintlouis.com/descargas and https://gayfolkplanet.com/tienda