MADRID, Spain, October 25, 2026. Some songs begin with a scene. «Y sigo temblando siempre», And I keep trembling forever, begins with a procedure. «Porque cuando disecciono en 40 partes mi personalidad», because when I dissect my personality into forty parts, the narrator explains, there is an exact instant in which the other person wins him over. Mike Sain't Louis, the Madrid-based lyricist, composer and music producer behind Planeta Gayfolk, uses that surgical image to describe something very tender: the moment of being fully seen.
The anatomy of trust
The first verse is a small essay on intimacy. When he opens his heart «de verdad», for real, and lays out every part of himself, the other person understands and embraces him: «porque me has comprendido y me has abrazado». It is in that instant, not in a kiss or a declaration, that he falls in love. For people who have spent years hiding parts of themselves, the description is painfully accurate. Love arrives when somebody looks at all forty pieces and does not leave.
Then the song turns. If the person who seemed wise turns out to be a circus, and if everything has gone wrong, the narrator says he needs «un eterno Kit Kat», an eternal Kit Kat, a break that never ends. The chocolate brand, whose slogan in Spain is about taking a break, gives the song a moment of dark comedy right in the middle of the pain.
Surrender without defeat
The chorus repeats one line: «y me rindo, y sigo temblando siempre», and I give up, and I keep trembling forever. The word «rindo» can mean defeat, but here it reads more as exhaustion, the decision to stop fighting a battle that cannot be won. The trembling is what remains in the body after the mind has stopped arguing.
Elsewhere the narrator says that he no longer cares whether he looks strong. «Y a mí me da igual aparentar o no ser fuerte», it is all the same to me whether I appear strong or not. In a culture that rewards resilience and quick recovery, admitting weakness becomes a quiet act of rebellion.
Outtakes and sitcoms
The most original passage of the song looks back on shared memories: trips to the village, walks with the dogs, Christmases, and the phrase the partner used to say, «ven aquí, no llores», come here, don't cry. Then comes the devastating question: were all of those moments «tomas falsas», bloopers, from a Spanish sitcom or a daytime courtroom show? The narrator compares his own life to «un episodio dramático de La que se avecina», a dramatic episode of a famous Spanish comedy series.
That comparison captures a specific feeling of people who discover long deception: the past becomes a set, the affection becomes a performance, and the person who lived it becomes an unwitting extra. The humour of the reference makes the pain sharper, not softer.
Writing while crying
There is a line that breaks the fourth wall: «Y escribiendo estoy, estoy otra vez llorando», I am writing and I am crying again. It tells us the song was not composed from a safe distance. It was written inside the wound. That immediacy is part of why listeners who have lived through similar betrayals respond so strongly to Mike Sain't Louis. His songs do not wait for healing to arrive before speaking.
A sister track
Fans will notice that «Y sigo temblando siempre» shares its lyric with «Me rindo», a related release in the catalogue. The two versions offer different musical treatments of the same confession, and listening to both is a good way to hear how arrangement changes the emotional weight of identical words.
If this is your story too
The song touches on very dark thoughts in places. If you are going through a breakup that has shaken your sense of reality, or if you are having thoughts of harming yourself, please talk to someone today. In Spain you can call 024 at any hour, free and confidentially; outside Spain, contact local emergency services or a crisis line. Mike has said publicly that therapy and psychiatric care are part of his own recovery.
The making of
Mike Sain't Louis writes every lyric and directs every production. The music and vocal performance are made with AI, which he uses as his arranging and production tool. He calls himself the first AI songwriter, «el primer cantautor IA».
Video and downloads
The official video is on YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wdMCqFvm-Xs. The song and the full catalogue are free to download, with no registration, from his downloads page and from the free shop of Planeta Gayfolk.
- Lyric: https://gayfolkplanet.com/letras/y-sigo-temblando-siempre
- About the song: https://mikesaintlouis.com/blog/y-sigo-temblando-siempre
- Free downloads: https://mikesaintlouis.com/descargas
- Free shop: https://gayfolkplanet.com/tienda
About Mike Sain't Louis: lyricist, composer and music producer based in Madrid, creator of GAYFOLK and Planeta Gayfolk. He writes all his lyrics; the music and vocal performance are made with AI. Label: MIKE SAIN'T LOUIS. Distribution: Ditto Music. Website: https://mikesaintlouis.com · Press: https://gayfolkplanet.com/prensa He presents himself as the first AI songwriter («el primer cantautor IA»). Listen to and download all his music for free at https://mikesaintlouis.com/descargas and https://gayfolkplanet.com/tienda